dreamwifmex-

2004-11-12T10:09:00.000+08:00

woots.im adding an entry frm my handfone.POWER ! anyways.i went outs with her twice this wk.yarps.ands my mums pms gettin on my nerves mans.-sighs.last night i dreamt tht ive gots a stead but i cant rmbr who.dangg ! xD rofls. ohs.ands ive finally got my travis andd the cure cds.heh. do youu think ths ish too short ?

2004-11-11T13:15:00.000+08:00

; im a walking contradiction.

YOs. haha ! i went out with her for two consecutive days ok ! tuesday ands wednesday. on tuesday her bro followed. watched sharks tale at tp. POWERR. e show damn cuutes. aftrr tht went to sme darkk place near the fabric of the nation thr. thns her bro ands i were so freaked. soo this bunch of chij pri schh girls played a trick on us. thns it was lke we were screamingg. how EMBARASSING. its PRIMARY schh girls okayy ! thns her bro scared them backk ands we ran all the way to macs. for no apparent reason ? haha ! thns her bro bought fries. i was askingg her whthr she wanted to go jeight buts her bro cant go . soo i was lke. okkk.thns i went to pop to buy sme stuffs. aftrr tht we went hm. her bro was qte nicee. ( he's in primary sch BTWW. ) thns on wednesdayy i met her agn at lido. watched dollmastr which we both regretted watchin. was SO freakyy mans. i wanted to buy this wallet buts no more lers. -sobs. thns we went to take neos. ands i bought myy travis and the cure cd ! :DD nthh muchs los. our days out getting abit boringg. maybs gnna go sentosa with sabriya and farah on of these days ! POWERR . xD

thns todayy woke up earlyy ands watched missusa'o4. i think miss texas usa chioo buts sme othrr girl won. tht girl look so old ! goshh . thns my mommie came hm ands i helped her put up the new curtains . i accidentally cut my finger while doing so. whtevrr ! but it looks nicee nw anyways. tmr gnna put my new bedsheet . HARI RAYA HERRE I COME. ( nt forgetting all the cashhhhhh ! ) . thn thrs xmas comingg. followed by chinese new yr. being mixed blood has its advantages toooo ! pity i dnt really celebrate deepavali. haha ! aight.my mommie proud of me cause ive been helping ard alot in the hse ! i even do almost all the ironingg. ands tht dayy i helped my mommie make cakes for her friends and our neighbours who celebrate deepavali. helped to decorate with icing. hoho ! damn funs. my bro bought me sme wallet thingyy toos ! yarps. im suchh a gd girl. -grins. actually.. -whispers. im soo nice cause i hope my mommie gimme more cash for hari raya. hurr. no LA . kidding yar . whyy everyone keep talkingg abt arafat. he's a fart. xD no LA . i jus havent even heard abt him befor los. but he's dead. DANG. whyy cant BUSH die instd. rahhs . im SO anti-bush. bush is anti-muslim. whts with tht ! OSAMA RAWKS. go osama. bomb bush dwn. jus dnt kill the othrr innocent pple aight ? ((;

i gtg nwws. BYEBYEEE ! :D

2004-11-06T20:27:00.000+08:00

; TAUFIK BATISAH !

hmm.s..todayy had gb ! drill suckedd. was kinda SLACKK ! ands add on the fact tht cherylwithnoass made us do drill undrr the sun ! -drops dead. my feet hurrt. buts aftrr gb went to jeight. walkedd ard ? ate at pastamania. we did our usual stuffs lke mixin the tobasco with all tht stuffs. funn. longg time nvrr do tht ! thns walkedd ard. ands wennt home..aftrr thts. yijun smsed me sayy her dad sayy can go cine. so two of us met once agn at jeight and went to cine. gawdd. my first time wearing my THT nicenice skirt. ( i wore THT skirt with THT teeshirt and my pinkk adidas shoe with THT cap. ) myy brothr said i looked nice ands cool for the first timee ! (._." WHTEVR. anywayy. yijun ands i headed dwn to cine ands we took neos. thn we went dwn and waited.and waited.and WAITEDD. and FINALYY . slyy and taufik ands all came. everyone started screaming ands it was havoc. yups. buts taufik ! wowws. -faints. he's so cool ! yijun took sme shots of slyy.and taufik and daphne ands oli . thns whn the four idol finalists went for their incredibles movie premier..yijun ands i went to buy icecreamm ands went hm. hoho ! overall it was nicee LA . all tht excitement. yupps. im gnna scan the neos ltrr ! ohohs. im gnna call farah and sabs.askk them out for a movie ! ohs. and i SOSO wnna watch a movie with the GANG. (x must go make appointment . xP nxt mondayy dental ! gnna take out braces soon ! im gnna miss my braces. -sobs. )): ohWELLS . ( did i mention ALOT of girls arre practically in LURVVE with slyy . pls ! taufik bettr LA . ) okks. im gnna get gng nwws. BYEEEE ! ;DD

word : tauvester
meaning : taufik&slyy

TAUVESTER RAWWKS.
i love taufik til my heart
bleeds can ! i mean it ((:

2004-11-01T13:08:00.000+08:00

; hearts recycled
but nvrr saved .

HAH ! im backk.
ands dwn withh
badbad flu ands
a soresore throat.

i <333
~~jmn : 299 days.~~
dkd : 171 days.
qsr : 100 days.
kld : 967 days.

did youu lke.miss me ? time ands tide waits for no man. shuckks. anywayys ! ive got my results backk. thre were nt gd enough for me to qualify ( i failed chinese btww ! ) for a trnsfr soo.im sticking to whitleyy ! arent youu xcited to see me in sch for anothrr yr ? GAWDD. ((: im nt. im SOO NOT xcited to see jmn. or niclim. or ashwini. or anybodyy else for anothrr yr. its TORTURE. damn ! anywayys.o lvls are hre. gd luckk to evrybody takinn e o's. all e best yarhhs. esp martin.rofls. i was thinkinn if whethrr im gnna pass my exams long enough for me to evrr take the o's in 3 yrs time ? i doubt it. i cant even be bothrrd to studyy for this yr's EOYS. soo arghs. plus. imagine all those stuffs youu hafta learn ! -drops dead.

ohhs. anywayy. one xpress two. this yr was pretty fast. seriouslyy. nxt yr its gnna be two xpress two. shucks. i cant believee its. im gnna be sec two ! 4teen yrs old ! goshh. i cant waitt. ((; this yr has been .fun ? i wldnt say i matured ALOT. but ive learnt alot of stuffs. and my friends. gawdd. i love them soo much ! ohohs. i knw ive dissed SOSO many pple this yr. but i apologise. i promise i wnt diss anyone anymore. ((; promise. ands all the pple who call me names. so be it. yr prob jus jealous of me. hoho ! the guys who ive rejected. soryys ? rofls. the guys tht ive been with this yr. wowws. HAHA ! okks. ive gotta go nws. TAKE CAREE, SWEETS !

addition :
congrats to the top ten of evryy class in whitleyy. congrats to qaiserr for gettin top in class. i alwayys KNEW youu had it in youu. lolls. (x continue studyin hardd yarhs. andd also..thnks for the frenns who have been thre for me through this tough and irritating yr. (x peiwen. sher. yijun. benjamin. liyanah. qaiser.martin. jiayen. amanda? dinie. farah. sabriya. melina. joey. shanks to all of youu. i owe youu all one ! -huggles. i lovee youu all til my heart bleeds. ((: takkaire, sweets ! frens forevrr. ohhs ! ands nt forgettin my nicenice tchrs. i dnt feel lke namin all. soo i name a few. mr singh. mr ng. mdm sarina. miss gan. even if sme of the tchrs tht i knw dnt teach me ..they offered lotsa helps whn things were gng right. MWAKS. take carees ! ;D see youu all nxt yr ! ((: or at least. most of youu all. lmaos.

2004-09-26T21:58:00.000+08:00

((: the perfect song :

do youu evrr feel like brkin dwn ?
do youu evrr feel out of place ?
lke smhow youu jus dnt belong .
andd noone undrstands youu ?
do youu evrr wnna run awayy ?
do youu lock yourself in ur room
with the radio on turned up so loud
tht noone hears youu screaming
no youu dnt knoe wat its likee
when nthh feels alrightt .
youu dno wats it lke to be lke me

to be hurt ; to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked whn ur dwn
to feel lke u've been pushed ard
to be on the edge of brkin dwn
and noones thre to save youu
no youu dnt knoe wat its like
welcome to my life .

do youu wnna be somebody els?
are youu sick of feelin so left out?
are uu desperate to find sth more
before youur life is ovrr ?
are youu stuck inside a world u hate?
are youu sick of everyone ardd ?
with the big fake smiles
and stupid lies .
while deep inside your bleedng
no youu dnt knoe wat its lke
whn nthh feels alrightt .
u dnt knoe wat its lke to be lke me

to be hurt ; to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked whn ur dwn
to feel lke u've been pushed ard
to be on the edge of brkin dwn
and noones thre to save youu
no youu dnt knoe wat its like
welcome to my life .

noone evrr lied straight to ur face
noone evrr stabbed youu in e baq
youu might thinkk im happy
but im nt gnna be okayy .
vrybody always gave u wht u wantd
youu nvr had to workk .
it was alwayys thre .
youu dnt knoe wat its lke
wat its lke ..

to be hurt ; to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked whn ur dwn
to feel lke u've been pushed ard
to be on the edge of brkin dwn
and noones thre to save youu
no youu dnt knoe wat its like

to be hurt ; to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked whn ur dwn
to feel lke u've been pushed ard
to be on the edge of brkin dwn
and noones thre to save youu
no youu dnt knoe wat its like
welcome to my life
welcome to my lifee .

welcome to my life .

2004-09-26T13:03:00.000+08:00

updates :
new template done
by yours trulyy (:
go ownself browse
kayy youu independent
sexayy thang ! xD

BYEBYE !

261

2004-09-25T16:03:00.000+08:00

SHUD I TELL HIM
THT I WAN HIM BAQ
OR SHUD I SUFFER
THIS HEARTBREAK
FOREVRRR . ):
( 261 dayys ! )

-

bitchh . youu like him.?
i didnt tell youu u cldnt
so whyy u avoidin me
likee thts all this life's abt
i cant standd it .
i wantdd to tok to youu
but youu and him diao me
andd ur frenns too !
tell me wats wrong LA.
knn.!

andd . ( to someone else )
stop callin me stupid jus
cause i broke up wif someone
i still love. cause im not . urgh

ytdd went for the blue concert
qte nice bahhs .got the postrr
muarhas.i saw a couple
frenchkissin in the indoor
stadium ! lookd yummy can .
=x
came baq at 11plus.
wantdd to cab hm. but
didnt feel in the mood
to flag a cab. rofls. =s

thts all.OH. im
addicted to this song :

youu wnna knoe
moremoremore abt me
im the girl whuus kickin
the coke machine .
im the one thts honkin
at youu cause i left
late againn .

heyheyhey
cant youu see i want youu
bytheway i push youu awae
yeahh.dnt judge me tmr
bytheway im actinn todae
mix the wordds up
with the actionns .
do it all fer youur reaction
YEAH. hey hey .
get tangled up in me .

youu wnna noe
moremoremore abt me
gotta knoe reverse psychology
im the reason why youu
cant get to sleep .
im the girl youu nvr get
just qte what youu see ..

heyheyhey
cant youu see i want youu
bytheway i push youu awae
yeahh.dnt judge me tmr
bytheway im actinn todae
mix the wordds up
with the actionns .
do it all fer youur reaction
YEAH. hey hey .
get tangled up in me .

youu think tht uu knoe me
( tangled up in )
youu think tht im onlyy
( tangled up in me )
whn evrything i do ish only to
get tangled up in youu .

youu wnna knoe
moremoremore abt me
im e girl thts sweepin
youu off ur feet ..

heyheyhey
cant youu see i want youu
bythewayy i push uu awae
yeahh.dnt judge me tmr
bytheway im actinn todayy
mix the words upp
with the actionns .
do it all for your reaction
YEAH. hey hey .
get tangled up in me .

hhhhhh

2004-09-19T17:17:00.000+08:00

on the wae dwn
i saw youu ,
and youu saved me
frm myself .!
and i wnt forget
the wae youu loved me
andd on the wae dwn
i almos fell right thru
but i held on to youu.

-

standin herre .
lookin out my window
my nights are long
andd my daes are cold.
cause i dnt have youu
how can i be so damn
demanding ?

everydae i wann
to pick up the phne.
andd tel youu tht
your everything i need
and more .
if only i cld find youu.

lke a cold summer aftrnn
lke the snow comin dwn
in june .!
lke a weddin w/o a groom
im missing youu
im the desert w/o the sand
im the one w/o a band
im a ring w/o a hand
im missing youu .

drivinn round ,
thought i saw youu pass me
my rearview mirror 's
playinn tricks on me
cause youu fade away .
mayb im jus hallucinatng
cause my loneliness jus
got the best of me .
and my heart 's so weak

everydae i wann to
pick up the phne .
and tel youu tht
your everything i need
and more .
if only i cld find youu

lke a cold summer aftrnn
lke the snow comin dwn
in june .
lke a weddin w/o a groom
im missing youu .
im the desert w/o the sand
im the one w/o a band
im the ring w/o a hand

im missing ~~yoo~~.

-

255 dayys.
i stil lurfe yoo
jmn.i wann u baq.

finalie an update ! :
my mommie said tht since
ive been a gd girl (coughs )
she wil let me do
or have anythng
i wannt.inclusive of :
soccr andd dancinn ! ((:
BUT
tht is if i get a trnsfr
which is ( so far )
as close as
NEVER . sheesh.

eoys are close close CLOSE.
i hate this feelinn. esp
tis is sec schh ! wht if wht if
i dnt make it to sec 2 . eecks.
the thoughts are jus killing me.
rahh .

((: the end.

2004-09-10T16:06:00.000+08:00

ripped frm melina ;

- fifteen random things you love:
( not in orderr )
o1. my bro !
o2. my godfamily
o3. my daddie .
o4. manchesterr united
o5. cristiano ronaldo
o6. alan smith
o7. thierry henry
o8. handfonee
o9. swimming
1o. my frenns
11. stuff toys ! (x
12. musikk.
13. pinkk !
14. jmn ((:
15. HIM ! :D

- fourteen gd frens:
( not in orderr )
o1. peiwen
o2. sheryl
o3. benjamin
o4. liyanah
o5. siti
o6. melina
o7. yijun
o8. sabriya
o9. farah
1o. joey
11. qaiser ?
12. jmn ?
13. dinie ?
14. nicholastay

- thirteen good seniors:
( not in orderr )
o1. deborah
o2. yixin ?
o3. dora
o4. janice
o5. cheryl
o6. michelle
o7. roselyn
o8. cecilia
o9. liting
1o. meiyi
11. poh ee
12. shermien ?
13. EHH .

- twelve things about youu:
( not in orderr ? )
o1. nats
o2. 19041991
o3. whitleyan
04. girlsbrigade
o5. singaporean
o6. no dad .
o7. detests moms
o8. cankeepsecrets
o9. notveryopen
1o. slackerr
11. lovrr&hatrr
12. heartishtaken.

- nine movies:
( not in order )
o1. ella enchanted
o2. wishing stairs
o3. the eye 2
o4. 13 going on 30
o5. raising helen
o6. garfield !
o7. shrek2 ! -sighh
o8. -
o9. -

- eight favorite foods/drinks:
( not in orderr )
o1. frenchfries !
o2. toes? (x
o3. steak !
o4. cornsoupp ?
o5. nachos
o6. icelemontea
o7. icedpeachtea
o8. SOYABEAN !

- seven things you do daily:
( guess wad im gnna type hre )
o1. bathe
o2. sleep
o3. eat
o4. sms
o5. laugh
o7. drink
o8. do business (x

- six things that annoy you:
( falalaala ! )
o1. heartbrkrrs
o2. comphang
o3. flirrts
o4. boredom
o5. perverts
o6. miaomiaos *
* miaomiaos are copycats

- five things you wear everyday:
( hmmm . )
o1. tops
o2. bottoms
o3. underwear
o4. sportsbra !
o5. shoes

- four songs you love:
(currently!)
o1. accidentally in love
o2. cinderella
o3. she will be loved
o4. my happy ending

- three celebrities you have a crush on:
( not in orderr LA )
o1. chad michael murray
o2. benjamin mckenzie
o3. utt ! ((:

- two pple you'd like to kiss:
o1. HIM ! :D
o2. jmn ((:

- one person you wish you could spend the rest of ur life with:
o1. eithrr HIM or jmn LA .

the end. -beams.

ffg

2004-08-31T19:00:00.000+08:00

he ish
in cdivision soccr
(or was it b`div ? )
class chairperson
cuute andd nice !
andd he ish NOT
frm whitleyy .

i think i like him.

((:

u

2004-08-29T16:07:00.000+08:00

vincentt
jeremymark
adamkosnan
adilsyazwan
safree
qaiserr
dinie khalid
kengrong

-take a seat.
starts to stone.
((:

2004-08-29T13:33:00.000+08:00

new blog ! woooots. =x